Fuck It

This is bullshit. I can't put up with all of this much longer. Quick list of everything that's going on... so you're up to speed.

• Dad's back is FUCKED. He can hardly walk and is on morphine patches, just to move. He's also suffering from clinical depression because of this.
• Mum keeps threatening to kick me out. This isn't good... obviously.
• And if she knew i stopped turning up to work because i refuse to work for £4 an hour, 4 hours a day, one day a week. That's shit.
• Me and Liz are unstable as ever.
• This is partly due to the fact i think i'm falling for my best friend. Oh dear.
• Far too much college work to do. 4 referalls, 3 projects to hand in and a dissertation to write. Oh fuck... i don't know what to do.

So yeah. There's a summary. Anyone wanna pose any solutions... Cause i have fuck all idea, and the M40 bridge is looking mighty tasty right now. :-/

Sparrow X

Confused

I don't know what to do... so many problems and no solutions. This is gonna be the most pointless post ever, but oh well, who gives a fuck. So many things are swimming round my head, Liz, Sarah, Lucy, Jess, Sam... ARGH, and to make things worse, Emma appears in the equation again. That was 2 freakin years ago. I have no idea what to do. At all.

So now i've just ended up sinking into this shitty emo state thing... listening to depressing music and drinking heavily.

Awesome. Not.

Dunno what to do,

Sparrow.

Been a while

sorry i've taken so long, i've been SO busy with college work. Not a lot has happened really. Left the works, well, because it was shit really. On a bit of a downer at the moment... which is probably why i'm writing this.

I can't stand the fact that people have no respect for other people's property. I spend £40 on a toolbox, only to have people push staples or something and glue into the locks so i can't open it. So fuckin sick and tired of it. And then when i ask the course leader to sort it out... he does nothing about it. Hopefully my tutor will though. I'm so fed up of it... i've thought about leaving the course like... 4 times already. I know who it is... i just wanna hit him, but then i'll be kicked off the course, and it annoys me that i can't do ANYTHING about it.

He's such a dickhead. not sometimes... all the time.

Anyway, i'm gonna go and get on with some work again now, so i'll talk to you later if i remember.

Take care,

Jack.