Fuck It

This is bullshit. I can't put up with all of this much longer. Quick list of everything that's going on... so you're up to speed.

• Dad's back is FUCKED. He can hardly walk and is on morphine patches, just to move. He's also suffering from clinical depression because of this.
• Mum keeps threatening to kick me out. This isn't good... obviously.
• And if she knew i stopped turning up to work because i refuse to work for £4 an hour, 4 hours a day, one day a week. That's shit.
• Me and Liz are unstable as ever.
• This is partly due to the fact i think i'm falling for my best friend. Oh dear.
• Far too much college work to do. 4 referalls, 3 projects to hand in and a dissertation to write. Oh fuck... i don't know what to do.

So yeah. There's a summary. Anyone wanna pose any solutions... Cause i have fuck all idea, and the M40 bridge is looking mighty tasty right now. :-/

Sparrow X

Confused

I don't know what to do... so many problems and no solutions. This is gonna be the most pointless post ever, but oh well, who gives a fuck. So many things are swimming round my head, Liz, Sarah, Lucy, Jess, Sam... ARGH, and to make things worse, Emma appears in the equation again. That was 2 freakin years ago. I have no idea what to do. At all.

So now i've just ended up sinking into this shitty emo state thing... listening to depressing music and drinking heavily.

Awesome. Not.

Dunno what to do,

Sparrow.

Been a while

sorry i've taken so long, i've been SO busy with college work. Not a lot has happened really. Left the works, well, because it was shit really. On a bit of a downer at the moment... which is probably why i'm writing this.

I can't stand the fact that people have no respect for other people's property. I spend £40 on a toolbox, only to have people push staples or something and glue into the locks so i can't open it. So fuckin sick and tired of it. And then when i ask the course leader to sort it out... he does nothing about it. Hopefully my tutor will though. I'm so fed up of it... i've thought about leaving the course like... 4 times already. I know who it is... i just wanna hit him, but then i'll be kicked off the course, and it annoys me that i can't do ANYTHING about it.

He's such a dickhead. not sometimes... all the time.

Anyway, i'm gonna go and get on with some work again now, so i'll talk to you later if i remember.

Take care,

Jack.

Boo

I got another job, in The Works, it's a book/art supplies store in Banbury, and i have my first day at McDonalds today, looking forward to it, start at 11. We'll see how it goes. Got my final logo draft for college, it's looking pretty cool now. Starting on my poster designs, they're looking pretty good. And we don't have Mr. Pete for a while, so no boring falling asleep in Contextual Studies. Went to Birmingham on Thursday night, to see my friend's band Whistler play. You should check them out... Now Birmingham is a few cones poorer too. I got one sitting on my tv like a hat, and it's got a light on top too. :P

Whistler

Anyway, i'm off to get ready for work, so i'll post up soon,

Laters,

Jack x

Oct 1st

Had my first day on the job today. It was quite good fun, just a general tour really... met a lot of people i knew from school that are doing the same thing, working & at college @ the same time. It's not great pay, but it's better than nothing. I get paid on the 11th, so we'll see how that goes.

In other news... My sketchbook for college has gone walkies... which means i got a helluva lot of work to catch up on. Oh fuck.

I've even got 20 Typography designs to do for tomorrow. joy. hehe.

I finally uploaded my personal mood board image too.

Have a look, laters, Jack x

Round Here

I can't get over how cute my cat looks right now. :D Oh no, now she's annoyed, my other cat's come in. lol.


Had a fun night last night, surprised my dad for his 40th.

First track off the new Counting Crows album, Cowboys.

Saturday Nights & Sunday Mornings is released on Nov 6. Be sure to get it!

Here ya go, laters...

Hey

I finally got a job, it's nowhere special, but a job nonetheless... or should i say a McJob. hehe. yeah, that's right... McDonalds. Oh well, only for a while eh. I've had a rather uneventful day, and i'm making progress on my logo designs for the course, they're starting to look pretty cool. Hoping to have a finished design by next week, that i can develop into a final identity idea. :)

In other news, me and Liz are going well, 8 months on Sunday, and blog, don't frown at me like that, i know i've neglected you and i'm sorry.

At least now i'll have some money and can sort the Glassbowl Media site out. Which, might i add, i've wanted to do for ages now, since the end of July at least.

One of my closest friend's friends has died, so my hopes and wishes are with her this week, and i know (and believe) that she is strong enough to get through it.

I hope you do sweetheart, you don't deserve to be so sad, you're too good a person for that.

Anyway, i must be off,

I shall return soon with Graphic Design work hopefully.

Ciao!